Full Buck Moon in Capricorn

Today the full moon was at 4:38 in the afternoon. It’s been several months since I’ve made time to do a full moon ritual. With all the changes I’ve been trying to enact in my life, especially in the front of making more time for myself, I remembered how centering full moon rituals have been […]

Ruminating on Death Pt. I

I learned of another death of a person that was connected to my life in various threads throughout. I met her as a younger child through my mom’s after school program. She was always super talkative and sarcastically funny for a 1st or 2nd grader. Then, she spent a brief amount of time in my […]

Fitter, happier, more productive?

For the past couple of weeks, by recommendations from my therapist and through encouragement from my partner, I have been going down to the apartment gym and working out three days a week. I’ve been making sure I get my 30 minutes of cardio on the treadmill and then a bit of lifting (depending on […]

New Moon in Gemini

Bipolar disorder is weird. Most of the time, I feel pretty ok with how my life is going. I’ve spent years training myself to be a lot better with recognizing and righting my negative thinking cycles. But sometimes, my “sadself” tears her way through to the forefront of my mind and won’t shut the fuck […]

Mantra to Interconnected Energy

When I first started doing full moon circles with my friend, who initially sparked my journey into Pagan practices, wheels started turning on defining and structuring my own belief system. While she would pray to goddess and her husband would pray to science, I didn’t feel like either was right for the loose understanding I […]