Full Buck Moon in Capricorn

Today the full moon was at 4:38 in the afternoon. It’s been several months since I’ve made time to do a full moon ritual. With all the changes I’ve been trying to enact in my life, especially in the front of making more time for myself, I remembered how centering full moon rituals have been […]

Ruminating on Death Pt. I

I learned of another death of a person that was connected to my life in various threads throughout. I met her as a younger child through my mom’s after school program. She was always super talkative and sarcastically funny for a 1st or 2nd grader. Then, she spent a brief amount of time in my […]

Fitter, happier, more productive?

For the past couple of weeks, by recommendations from my therapist and through encouragement from my partner, I have been going down to the apartment gym and working out three days a week. I’ve been making sure I get my 30 minutes of cardio on the treadmill and then a bit of lifting (depending on […]

New Moon in Gemini

Bipolar disorder is weird. Most of the time, I feel pretty ok with how my life is going. I’ve spent years training myself to be a lot better with recognizing and righting my negative thinking cycles. But sometimes, my “sadself” tears her way through to the forefront of my mind and won’t shut the fuck […]